Pulse of the maggot
This is the year
where hope fails you
the test subjects
run the experiments
and the bastard you know
is the hero you hate
but cohesing
is possible
if we try
there's no reason
there's no lesson
no time like the present
to tell you right now
what have you got to lose
what have you got to lose
except your soul
Who's with us?!
I fight
for the unconventional
My right
and its unconditional
I can only
be as real as I can
The disadvantage is
I never knew the plan
This isn't
just a way to be a martyr
I can't
walk alone any longer
I fight
for the ones who can't fight
and if I lose
at least I tried!
We, we are the new diabolic
We, we are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We, we are the pulse of the maggots
I won't
be the inconsequential
I won't
be the wasted potential
I can make it
as severe as i can
until you realize
I never take a chance
It isn't
just a one sided version
We've dealt
with a manic subversion
I won't
let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victim deserted
We, we are the new diabolic
We, we are the bitter bucolic
if I have to give my life you can have it
We, we are the pulse of the maggots
Do you understand (yes)
Do you understand (yes)
Do you understand (yes)
Do you understand (yes)
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
We fight
and no one can fight us
We live
and no one can stop us
We pulse
with a push too far
And the advantage is
the bottom line is
We never
had to fight in the first place
We only
had to spit back at their face
We won't
walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us
only makes us stronger
We, we are the new diabolic
We, we are the bitter bucolic
if I have to give my life you can have it
We, we are the pulse of the maggots
Do you understand (yes)
Do you understand (yes)
Do you understand (yes)
Do you understand (yes)
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
Say it again, say it again
we won't die
The nameless
Yeah!
Pathetic (Benign)
Accept it (Undermine)
Your opinion (My justification)
Happy (Safe)
Servant (Caged)
Malice (Utter weakness)
No toleration - Invade (Committed)
Enraged (Admit it)
Don't condescend (Don't even disagree)
Desire (Decay)
Disappoint (Delay)
You suffered then (Now suffer unto me)
Obsession - Take another look
Remember - Every chance you took
Decide – Either live with me
Or give up - Any thought you had of being free
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved, was hate
Anyone (No)
Anything (Yes)
Anyway (Fall)
Anybody (Mine)
Anybody (Tell me)
I want (You)
I need (You)
I'll have (You)
I won't (Let anybody have you)
Obey (Me)
Believe (Me)
Just trust (Me)
Worship (Me)
Live for (Me)
Be grateful (Now)
Be honest (Now)
Be precious (Now)
Be mine (Just love me)
Possession - Feed my only vice
Confession - I won't tell you twice
Decide – Either die for me
Or give up – Any chance you had of being free
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved, was hate
Yeah!
Stay inside the hole - Let me take control (Dominate)
You are nothing more - You are something less (Innocent)
Something has to give - Something has to break (Omnipresent)
Fingers in your skin - Let my savage in (You deserve it)
You deserve it!
You deserve it!
You deserve it!
You deserve it!
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you
(I wanted you)
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you
(Was hurting you)
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you
(I wanted you)
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved, was hate
You're mine (You are, you are)
You're mine (You are, you are)
You're mine! (You are, you are)
You're mine!
Vermillion pt.2
She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame,
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.
I'd do anything to have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself.
Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.
She is everything to me,
The unrequited dream,
The song that no one sings,
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in,
All I need to make it real is one more reason.
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
But I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
A catch in my throat, choke,
Torn into pieces, I won't. No.
I don't want to be this but
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) x4
She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
She isn't real.
I can't make her real
Vermillion
She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home (Forever)
Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)
She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Doll you're bathed in possession
She is home to me
I get nervous, perverse
When I see her, it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never
She's coming home (Forever)
Oh (She's the only one who makes me sad)
Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy
Aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face
To recognise
Such a pheromone cult
To terrorize
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
Yeah!
Oh, I'm a slave and
I am a master
No restraints and
Unchecked collectors
I exist through my need
To self-oblige
She is something in me
That I despise
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
She isn't real!
I can't make her real!
She isn't real!
I can't make her real!
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
The blister exist
One, two, three!
Yeah!
Drop it!
Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing, archaic, like a sponge
The ultimate way is the way you control
But can you stay if you detach your soul?
Bury the present and squeeze out the past
The ones you endear to never last
Chemical burns and the animalistic
I'm just another hardline pseudo-statistic
Can you feel this? (Can you feel this?)
I'm dying to feel this! (Dying to feel this)
Can you feel this? (Can you feel this?)
Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth
Trying to commit to what's beneath
To find the time is to lose the momentum
You learn the lessons and immediately forget them
Automatic and out of my reach
Consult all the waste to find the key
Minimal life and the polysyllabic
I'm just another blank page
Push the button, pull the rage!
Can you feel this? (Can you feel this?)
I'm dying to feel this! (Dying to feel this)
Can you feel this? (Can you feel this?)
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven!
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done!
Can you feel this? (Can you feel this?)
I'm dying to feel this (I'm dying to feel this)
Can you feel this? (Can you feel this?)
I'm dying to feel this! (I'm dying to feel this!)
Can you feel this? (Can you feel this?)
I'm dying to feel this! (I'm dying to feel this!)
Can you feel this? (No!)
No!
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven!
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven!
Wait and Bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!
How the hell did I get here
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory
chorus
GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!
Why I didn't I see this
I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate
I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away
GOODBYE!
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!
